WHAMBAM.

realization.

swanson asked me if i’d feel bad that the team lost just because i missed a match.

i woulda said no if he wasnt staring me down.

truth is, i don’t care how the team does as a whole, i could care less. i like the sport (yes. it’s a sport.) and i like playing the sport, but not when there’s all this pressure on me to help them win. I joined the golf team for the fun of the game, not for all the bs i have to deal with.